| So right now my mind is going in a million diff directions.. i could be i couldnt be.... great thoughts ....i know i said i would just see how things go.. but this is getting harder and harder.... im holding on and i will... for as long as i can... my thoughts are just falling... i know things in my life are more then most could ever ask for but theres something missing i dont care about materials... i want so much more and something that does not cost a thing...
I'm Ready to run
I'm Sick of being scared
I wanna have a good day
My life is pushing the limits
Tears fill my eyes
Pain fills my heart
I dont want to deal with this
how long must this go on
One person sees the pain expressed in my eyes
And they try so hard but I cant Promis I'll be ok
I cant promise I'll make it through another night
I wish I could
Ohh how i wish i could...
i should not be sad
my life is what so many want
but I'm not happy
and thats all i want
people took everything
I thought was mine
i just want it back
I never thought it would get this bad
or go this far....
dont get me wrong
there are things that make me happy
People who care
this person makes me smile...
im just tired of hurting them...
they have done so much...
some day i will repay them
I just hope i dont lose them in the mean time...
<3 Teresa Amber Nicole Crowe
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| IM TIRED .... and i have a lot on my mind.... but for the most part IM TIRED... for more then one reason... thanks... **** |
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| im ok... but im not had a good day lol but the key reason.... is i was not at home |
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| so things have not changed... im still in this damn mood I'm trying b/c im sick of listening to myself complain.. and i just i dunno.. but whatever so far x-mas is good...
im a dork i got a lot of CSI stuff lol... like ihave this head sitting in my room i can see it and it makes me smile im weird i know.. i got toys this year it takes me to become 17 before i get some damn toys but fun fun... and i got a home theatre system ... YAY!!!!!!!!!!lol we all know i LOVE my dvds ...lol.. but i have to finish packin ...  .... umm laur i miss you dear.. more then you know i need you here right now... telling me things will be ok... lol.... u know the drill.. LOVE YOU DEAR... i'll talk to you tomorrow..
and to the rest of you ... Merry X-mas and good night |
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